That's all that's been happening. Life, and I'm in the middle of it. I'm still tired from being out of town last week, and then having the weekend womens conference at church (which was great, by the way). Even flaked out on my women's group last night because I was so tired (sorry girls!).
I'm still in shock, because a great guy at work passed away while I was out of town, completely unexpected. Work got the news Friday afternoon, and I got a cell call on the way home. He was such a nice guy, and a strong Christian, and is missed. Just made the think about how short life is. The week before I went out of town, we had our last converstation, about coffee of all things. Crazy what you remember. But I was having a particularly rough week, and when I got to work I needed another cup of coffee. I don't normally drink coffee at work, but I passed him in the hall with my cup, and he had his. I said, ohhh coffee is ready already, and he said, yeah I always make the first pot over in the break area. I never get coffee there, we have a coffee pot in the map plotter room, but this time, I did b/c it was ready. Stupid conversation...really, but I remember being thankful that you could always count on him to be there first. I noticed yesterday and again today that no one made coffee in the pot he always made it in. Isn't that intresting? I think the entire floor, and most of two divisions, are going to the funeral on Thursday. You could hear a pin drop on our floor yesterday and today. I spent quite a bit of time in the area of the state he worked in with him, I am project manager over two surface water projects over there and he was coordinator of the basin.
Our section has had a rough couple of years, its just me and my boss. On her white board, her husband had written, "good horses get worked to death", under which this man wrote "amen" one day in her office. Just under that, I wrote "preach it sista". Its all still on her board. Today we were looking at it, and still in shock!
The womens conference was really good, and the topic helped me a lot. There was much discussion about true worship, the whys and the hows, but the thing that sticks with me the most, is really her discussion of "flesh hooks" Wow is all I can say. If you were there, you know what I'm talking about. If not, maybe I'll blog about it soon, its just too much for me right now.
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